I had some revelations this weekend, that one, I need to maybe get my life together, and two, that I need to stop going out. I've decided that for the rest of February, so for the next two weeks, I am going to stay sober, start working out, and waking up earlier. This morning, the handyman was supposed to be at the house at 8, an hour before I usually wake up, so I did. I woke up at 8, and he arrived at 9:40, 40 minutes AFTER when I normally wake up.
Yes, this was frustrating, but I did have a nice morning. I got up, got dressed, took the dog out, opened all the blinds in the house, and sat outside with my coffee watching Max have his morning zoomies! Honestly pretty funny if you ask me. But it felt very peaceful, which is something that I haven't felt in a while. I think that having a morning to myself is something that is super nice, and super needed. Yes I am tired, yes I want to take a nap right now, but my sleeping capabilities are something else I need to get under control anyways, so I guess thats my next resolution.
Fixing my sleep schedule. I usually have to take melatonin, magnesium, or honestly smoke a little in order to fall asleep. But melatonin makes me groggy, magnesium, if taken to late, makes me just simply not wake up, and smoking makes me a little bit (a lot) depressed (even tho I am medicated). I don't know what exactly to do. I think that I'll just like put my phone down around 9 or so, shower, maybe read a little, and just try to shut my eyes. I don't know...hopefully it works... but thats my resolution for today.
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| my zoomie boy |
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